Tommy and Merton in 1x01
what a waste of time…it’s totally not worth it…the downward spiral of being a cynic
throughout my life, i’ve had many people push me in certain directions. whether it be to read or watch something or just go out and experience something.
no, these suggesters won’t do said thing with me, but they expect me to take their word for it.
people are disappointing. there’s no way around that. you shouldn’t have expectations. i find this gets in the way of trying to be positive. be a positive realist?
it’s hard… because realistically you observe and remember people’s patterns and habits as well as their communication skills.
you should know that they are, most likely, going to fuck you in the ass.
stop taking it, cut them out. stop wasting time, do you. stop suggesting and experience something with someone.
be a strong individual who makes an effort to form connections with those who prove to be worthy. so it’s impossible? making friends is so hard when you’re a cynic. is it even worth my small amount of energy to deal with your incessant bullshit? you need me way more than i will ever need you. you do nothing for me. so what is there to gain?
i learned to be ok with being alone a while ago. it’s the first step to being happy. blackhole, soulsucking, motherfuckers. stay the hell away from me. i’m too busy to deal with whatever sad little train you’re on. you offer me no support. you’re useless. thank you.
